
Okay, so I've known that Grace is "growing up", but it really hit me yesterday! We decided to take the kids to the little carnival yesterday afternoon. They have this huge slide called the "Fun Slide". We have some history with this particular slide. You see, when Grace was 3 months shy of her 2nd birthday we went with several of her little friends & their moms to the same sort of carnival. The girls weren't old enough to ride the slide, but they allowed them to ride on our laps. I am not sure who had more fun...the girls or us moms!! Well, yesterday Grace decided she wanted to go on the slide. The nice carnie guy said "no lap riders". I figured we would head back to the flying dumbo ride, but to my surprise Grace gave the man the tickets, took the little burlap bag and headed up the steps to the top of the slide! So, there went my baby!! I was standing there in shock & I even started tearing up! Okay, so to many it might not seem like that big of a deal, but to me I saw her go from the little girl that I did (& sometimes still do) everything for to this independent little girl taking on this big huge slide! She made it to the top of the slide (she used the hand rail the whole way!!) and before long she was riding the bumpy slide all the way down. You could tell in her face when hit the areas that made her stomach do a flip-flop, but she made it down in one piece & was quite proud of her accomplishment. I just stood there in awe! Here was my little girl taking a huge step towards independence. I am proud that I didn't hold her back (I had help from Darren who was kindly saying, "shhh, let her go"). I hope that this one particular incident will stick with me as she goes through her life under my care. I pray that I can spur her on to dream big. I hope she knows that in the end I will be there ready to assist her in anyway she needs. I hope she knows that I will be one of her biggest fans! The whole thing reminded me of the song by Mark Harris...
Find Your Wings
It's only for a moment you are mine to hold
The plans that Heaven has for you
Will all too soon unfold
So many different prayers I'll pray
For all that you might do
But most of all I'll want to know
Your walking in the truth
And if I never told you
I want you to know
As I watch you grow
Chorus:
I pray that God would fill your heart with dreams
And that faith gives you the courage
To dare to do great things
I'm here for you whatever this life brings
So let my love give you roots
And help you find your wings
May passion be the wind
That leads you through your days
And may conviction keep you strong
Guide you on your way
May there be many moments
That make your life so sweet
Oh, but more than memories
Chorus
It's not living if you don't reach for the sky
I'll have tears as you take off
But I'll cheer as you fly